A new day, A new beginning

Today is a new day, a new beginning for me. Much has happened in the last week to make me look again at the world. God continues to bless me with my poetry, of that I have no complaint. But in His wisdom, He took the son of my neice. He was only 2 months old, and not yet baptised. I guess I am feeling a great deal of grief from this, and unresolved grief from the loss of Lisa's son. There is a gnawing inside of me I don't know how to handle. I do pray, and read, try to keep busy, most of all I try not to over eat especially sweets.I feel like I want to run away, to hide from the world. There is so much pain and strife going on out there. People saying that politically I should do this or that. I am becoming confused and bewildered.